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i deleted my sister's phone/email from my contacts today...i was scrolling down looking for someone else and there she was...i paused but hit edit and delete, it felt like something had left my body...zp...

Feel for you Tim. I still have my dads number in my phone and cant bring myself to delete it. I know its daft but its so surreal.

BBF

Blackbaronfish wrote: ↑

Thu Feb 15, 2018 6:11 pm

Feel for you Tim. I still have my dads number in my phone and cant bring myself to delete it. I know its daft but its so surreal.

BBF

i see my dad every time i look in the mirror, and in my dreams from time to time...i have reminders of my sister scattered everywhere...she hasn't come to me in my dreams yet but she will...zp...

I know the feeling Tim.........

My father passed away 10 years ago this month

I still have his "Trilby", hanging in my shed, above his bench. Just can't let it go.

Just buried my Dad Saturday before last. He had been battling dementia for several years and it seems he's been gone for a while. I have 2 younger sisters and the one 2 years younger is a fine sister, just as yours was. The one that's 8 years younger is a different story. Dad wasn't even cold yet when she started demanding a certain pistol of Dad's. I've had the thing since 2000 and had traded it away 9 years ago. She told my Mom that she had better get the gun or her and Mom were finished. All this before the funeral even happened. I can't believe this, but I know how she has always been.

It's a tradition here for families to fight over trivia at funerals . I think it's part of grieving.

It is almost Two years ago since my cousin took his own life. I still have his number in my phone, it will remain there, can't bring myself to remove it.